5 years ago my family had happiest and saddest days.

 5 years and 4 days ago beautiful and expected baby girl were born in to our family.

Today 5 years ago our world shattered,my aunt husband fall off on the roof.

He is paralyzed since neck.

Caroline is most loved child in our family.

 

Love each other!

 

 

From 6 is done 4 session in school,10 weeks more first year will be over...
Session
*very close escape from exam
*project-what's that?
*computer preliminary examination-we found bring off
*so fast week haven't never past
*5 different weather
*diden't  want to wake up
*3-4 cups coffee on day:S all most like a addiction
*spring first sign
*first butterfly-brown
*walking on round to eating house
*you found talk
*shut up,I talking-really shocking
*eating allll the time(A)
*no,no,how many kids,no,no,think more
*handicraft evening,pprr
*it's all the time parents fault
*BIG?
*too curious
*why have been come to study????
*nice drive back to home with Anna,talking about school and work
That was my week,2 more to go:D
Now I need to study and not few,first I have to go to practice 

P.S:Thank you God,that you gave great session and showed whom I'm studying together!

           

 

               

It seems as if we are stalled by our grief,                                                                                            unable to move away from it – and I wonder
if we will ever get over the loss of you.                                                                                                         In time they say we will, that one day we will finally be free
of the sadness that burdens our hearts, and we will dance
in our remembrance, and there will be no more tears.

But if that's true, I must admit I will miss the tears
when there is an eventual easing of the grief.
I am not as eager to begin the dance
of life without you, for the world has lost its wonder
for me, some of its shine - and being free
seems awfully relative - I suppose just like time.

I can still so clearly recall the last time
we were all together - the tears
we shared, even laughter, when you were set free
of this earthly pain - and even in our grief,
we were filled with such wonder
as we witnessed the end of life's dance.

I now realize there is a cost to love; it's not free -
for when you love, you buy a ticket to the dance
of life - which comes with joy and pain, celebration and grief.
And if you have lived a long enough time,
as I have, even when the loss brings never ending tears,
with a broken heart, it's worth all of the pain, and it's no wonder

People love so fiercely - so much so that they cease to wonder
about the why, when or where - and now I realize that I am free
to love, and to lose, which will bring with it many tears.
But each tear is worth it - and seems to make the dance
more authentic. In the end, I will measure my time
by how much of it was filled with love, and with grief.

No longer will I wonder whether or not I should dance,
I will just be free, stepping in and out of time,
wearing my tears like a badge of honor as I move beyond the grief.



In my heart is right now  so many questions,even little bit anger.

Will ever normal Evelin will back?I want to cry.

 

P.S.Ron and Judy thank you,It came today,right timeing